Falling Apart...

“What do you do when you can't bear it anymore?…

do you wish your significant other did something differently?

 I can't bear this pain anymore. I don't know how I've been taking it. But I can't do it anymore. My heart aches and hurts so much that it consumes all coherent thoughts in my mind... All that I can think of is wanting to end this pain... I really cannot take it anymore...I don't feel sane or rational right now. I need to sit down and think. But I can't think without thoughts of you flooding my mind. My mind and thoughts are centered around you so tightly that there is no space even for thoughts of myself...what do I do?

a woman who has overcome her fear of her limitations

Untold Love Story

"She is so cute! 

Why is she so beautiful?

 Is it so that i am loving her. 

In every angle,

I find her no defect.

 Her eyes, her lips,

 her hair and most touchingly her voice....

gosh! it kills me. 

She has made my life.

 She is everything to me"

-

by Kinleywangchuk

It was really strange, they were holding hands

Slowly their friendship grew stronger and stronger but the heart of the boy gave new name to his friendship. He started loving her desperately and so...desperately!
Now, as we know, in every love story misunderstandings block the way, it too happen to his love story which was a tragedy.  Reaching somewhere, the boy had to make apologies for loving her, for not able to convince her with his love, and taking their relation into more than a friend but her reply made him more suspense. She said to him that she never heard the words and he never uttered to him and she was a big.........??? that black space at last was his curiosity. He could never ask what was it. He had no idea after that what he should be doing. He felt depressed and lonely. In the crowd also, he felt solitary, more over he would close his room door and get lost into his own world without saying a word with his friends. His friends on top never made an attempt to give him company with his sadness.She said "yes!...now I am realizing that he really loves me" followed she said, she is not going be in relation with anybody and that's forever.why is that? Is it that she has got another guy, or has she been betrayed by her true love in the past or she has got some other reason that even after realizing there is someone who really loves her and as we know true love is rare thing to achieve, she cannot except his love. Question mark with no answer.He got more depressed with his epilogue of the story turning into tragedy. Nothing was helping him and he kept on thinking what was there that he could not understand her or she didn't understand. But unlike other guys, he didn't go into drugs and all, doing that he thought it would make his love more cheap and rather he decided he would be strong and not to give up so easily. He said to himself he would meet her once personally and pour out his thoughts and questions.The first part of the epilogue has shown its color and now let us wait for the second part to show up. Let us see what is lying behind after his secret meeting with her.....lets wait and watch!!

In the crowd also, he felt solitary

today was a fairytale...

it started off with her leaving me alone

 sorry i haven't been blogging for so long.
sooo lazy to blog these days.
i finished watching the first half of life!
oooh so awesome.
everything is okay.
ending in like two days?

It's been soooooooo long since my last entry

 You Know You Love Me,

You were everything, everything, that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be,
But we lost it...
All of our memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending.... :'(

saw this quote on Pinterest, and it really left me thinking…

 And, I’m pretty confident that She left something within me that will last forever <3