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| Today is the Day |
My mind is racing at a faster pace than my
heart. I don’t even know how to start. Maybe it’s the way we said
goodbye, the way I’m now noticing every single lie. The whispers, and
giggles all seem to be true, and now seeing the things that you taught
me were all new. The question is, how can things so intimate come so
quick, I’ve been with you from the very start. I’ve done all you’ve
asked, and you’ve done it all. Not for me, and not for yourself but for a
different we, an item too toxic for my twisted desires to see.
Entertaining someone else’s time, confusing your misfortunes for mine.
Why is it so hard to let go, let me leave, let me be happy with someone
who wants me. I give you permission to laugh and smile, and think to
yourself how you allowed it to last a while. The thing is you don’t know
how many times I’ve wanted to go, how many times my bitter soul
wouldn’t let me leave. Just know for my sake the memories are the reason
for my current remains.
