the month of celebration

chingam

For Keralites this month is very special. Today is the first day of the malayalam Month 'Chingam', the beginning of the New Year as per its traditions. A great significance to the farmers! This is the new year day as per the Malayalam Era ,my favorite month in the Malayalam calender and so ... My New Year Wishes to all Keralites!

Have a memorable Onam this year!

dreams finally come true?

lucid dream?

 “When oh when will my dreams finally come true?” you ask, restlessly tossing and turning in your bed late at night. “I’ve been on this Earth for so many years and yet, here I am — without any of my dreams existing in my reality

will come true?

"We grow great by dreams. 

All big men are dreamers. 

They see things in the soft haze of a spring day 

or in the red fire of a long winters evening.

Some of us let these great dreams die, 

but others nourish and protect them. 

They nurse them through bad days 

until they bring them to the sunshine

and the light that always comes to those who sincerely hope 

that their dreams will come true"

- Woodrow Wilson

T.O.D.A.Y.

Today is the Day

My mind is racing at a faster pace than my heart. I don’t even know how to start. Maybe it’s the way we said goodbye, the way I’m now noticing every single lie. The whispers, and giggles all seem to be true, and now seeing the things that you taught me were all new. The question is, how can things so intimate come so quick, I’ve been with you from the very start. I’ve done all you’ve asked, and you’ve done it all. Not for me, and not for yourself but for a different we, an item too toxic for my twisted desires to see. Entertaining someone else’s time, confusing your misfortunes for mine. Why is it so hard to let go, let me leave, let me be happy with someone who wants me. I give you permission to laugh and smile, and think to yourself how you allowed it to last a while. The thing is you don’t know how many times I’ve wanted to go, how many times my bitter soul wouldn’t let me leave. Just know for my sake the memories are the reason for my current remains.